Wow been a while since my last post. I took my first college midterm, wasnt as painful as i thought. my parents are in town to check out the place which is cool. colin heather and i all watch the italian job, i love heather i think we get along great and we have the whole Southern California power going for us which is cool. Also colin and i talked for a good hour tonight, like face to face talking. It is so good for me to experience. He's a good guy and seems to becoming a good friend. He seems to like conversation more then anything and that suits me fine. i have never really conversed with a boy so i feel i am gaining valuable experience (although i know most guys arent like that) but either way im taking as a positive thing! Well love and peace and more updates to come! Gotta get in shape so i can go back packing! dammit!

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So i went to my first college party. bleh. not much fun. too many people, too hot. there were lines to get beer, and that was all that was there. a 15 minute walk there and back. Good points: when the cops came to break it up it was rather funny, they dont come in the house rather just shoo poeple away outside and use speaker phones to say "go back to the dorms, there you will find enlightenment" its hilarious and by the end of the night they break up the party two or three times, but never arrest anyone, most of the time they end up talking to people (half joining in) dont you just love arcata? I also got to talk to a hot drunk guy. named trevor, he was an intiate for cross country and had to drink from the hoof and sing the chant. poor guy learned the wrong chant! he ended up sitting by me whirling and saying "ive never drank beer before, only hard liquer." i said yeah me too. he said "oh man someone i can relate to" and he said "man im tired, why is that" i said i dunoo "maybe its the beer and its so hot in here." he agreed then got up and left. Heather, my friend on xcountry completed the cheer perfectly and since she doesnt drink downed a sprite, she was cheered and patted on the head by her fellow runners it was awesome, then we left. ive decided i rather like intimate gatherings like 30 poeple or so, its just better that way.

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What a fun filled day. A few funny events that probably wont be as funny writte. 1) we were walking back to campus on the walkway that goes over the 101. There are some hobos who hang out under hte trees there and they waved at us. I raised my hand and said "how". I mean to say "howdy" but instead i looked and sounded like some stereotypical native american saying "Howe", well anyways we nearly died laughing cause who says "Howe"

2) my sister sent me a poster so i have a poster tube, and let me tell you its amazing for projection of noises. So Jenn can make perfect chiken noises, im telling you dead on. So we turned out all the lights in my room and stuck the tube out the window and hid behind the dresser. Jenn sqwauked like a chicken and scared the crap out of the LGA's who happened to be the first people to walk by. They freaked out and Mike (my LGA) swore he would get me back for it, so now i have to keep a close eye out. It's going to be the greatest thing in the world and we are planning on putting it to good use in the futue.

3) we went to Trinidad Beach this evening. It was pouring rain for the first ten minutes as we walked out on the fishing pier, me in my chucks and soaked jeans. We thought we saw sea otter way out in the darkness harnessing themselves to the seaweed, but our flashlights werent powerful enough. then we went out on the sand and the sky cleared and you could see millions of stars and the milkyway and it was amazing! then me and jenn were hiding out and seeing if colin and colleen were making out, but no score. we looked at the sky and the ocean for a long time it was amazing and i loved it. now my "hieneken" (as colleen would say) is soaked but its worth it!

well over and out peace and love

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Just the other day Jenn, Colleen, Colin and i were palying the fortune game. Also another thing to note is that Chris is my neighbor and he is a major pothead, like im talking cant make sentences fast red eyed always smelling. But dont get me wrong he is really nice. Anyways with that set up here is my point: Jenn was doing my cards and i asked "who will i kiss first" the cards revealed that i would kiss chris. The cards said my soulmate was chris. Today Jenn and i were sitting at the comp talking about how we should get Colleen and Colin together. I said "lets have a party where they all get drunk and confess to each other things." Jenn said out of the blue "maybe chris will think your lips are joints and want to suck on them, and he will say 'oo you are my drug' ." HHAHAHHAHAHAH! I died. Well ive joined the "nothing alliance" with James S. Oh and Jenn just said "ditto" so now it a trinity. And i think shall last!~

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Some random sentences that I heard in my head today:

I am a broken VCR; I can only rewind.

I am experiencing exhiliration in slow motion.

I am on the moon.

I am a cactus.

I was getting used to the old life, I love the new.

Trees are wise, I can only wish to be half of what they are.

I miss the compatibility, the jokes, the simpleness....

I will never get laid, no matter how much I want it unless I can hide behind Hobo Wine.

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I like this posting thing. I hope i get into it agian. Anyways the morning after being super flipped crazy brain problems i am feeling ok. Its early and its quiet. This place is so quiet. Its such a beautiful campus. And the clean crisp light pumped air filters in through my window. Everything so clean and pretty. I wish i could say i dont feel the same as i did last night. But i do, its just ive more accepted things and im calmer due to the environment i am in. Today im going into Eureka and tomorrow im going to the beach, or those are the plans if they ever come to be. So over and out peace.

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I feel like such a loser. Honestly. I just feel so behind. If i hadnt met Jenn, Heather and Colleen and known they were virgins too I think I would be a helluvalot worse. I am so happy that anna did what she wanted. Genuinely I am. And im jealous and sad cause I feel like im still stuck here left in the dust. I thought that I would be inspired once anna got her groove on. But I just feel more negative about myself and sad and hopeless. College hasnt brought any boys or anything like that towards me. The recent rocking of the world has flipped me through a crazy loop today so that i came to these conclusions pretty suddenly instead of in stages like i thougt might happen. Well you know what they say slow pain is worse. I feel so aaarrrggghhh like frustrated or something. Just upset at myself. I cant believe im still the way i am... i totally thought college was gonna change me the first day and make me totally different, like a culture shock...but im the same i still flock to the same people for comfort cause im scared of things. Im just scared is what i am...ANYWAYS on a positive note, i like music, i fixed my duvet, my printer works, girls are funny and im happy for anna. Love and Peace

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Lonely! yes i am. I feel like i have made friends but i can never open up to them the way i have to olga and anna. Its really depressing. Also boys suck...yeah thats it going to beddiebyboo! peace

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