Brains!

I wonder if something has changed. Maybe i just need to realize it. but i thank samwise i really do. hmmm. this post isnt really thought out becuase i dont know what is happening yet, is something happening? maybe i have just been on this ego/gleeful platue for a while. Maybe its cuase ill be home soon home and theres so much to share. things are so lovely at the moment. theres such pretty things going on in the world, theres such horrible things going on else where. my geography professor was talking about how if we blew up bridges on the 101 and the 299 we could be cut off from the rest of the world, run through the woods in guerilla warfare, a last stand against the invasion and the end of the world, if it came to that. obviously it was a joke, yet i thought about the places that would be the last safe holds of this earth. u know the govenment is making hand held nuclear weapons? how insane, if those got into the wrong hands man. i dunno, sometimes things are so dim in other places, but here for me at this moment i am so happy, so content i dont want anything at all at this moment.