Brains!

Things...god damnit!

Well i lost my job today based on a little technicality down at the stupid financial aid office. I wasn't awarded federal work study this semester-and i like a retard, didnt notice. so here i am working and not even knowing i wont get paid for it. but i guess gina says they are gonna try to get something together for me. and so i was let go not by gina but by the god damn state. no income=stressed out, and also equals lesser chance of finding an apartment of our own.

I am going river kayaking this weekend. Yeah its an all day class, i'm really excited about it because it might make me feel not boring. Maybe i'll be really good and i can compete, and then i dont even have to worry about losing my job. are there river kayaking competitions?

other then that, i tried blogger beta and it frightens me-plus im too reluctant to leave all my writing here. i hope they dont delete the damn thing. maybe i should go through and try to save all my posts on to my computer. what a great process that will be.

And i also want to say, I really am going to miss steve irwin. He may have been a nut, but he did so much for a really needy cause. I really did love him, and i thank him for everything he did for the future.

i'm so sad, frustrated and pissed if you cant tell...