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My blog could be considered a dangerous thing. I don't think it is. Everything I write is completely honest. Some posts are commentary, some posts are stories, some are boring, some are fun. Most often it's a window into the part of my subconscious that cannot be communicated verbally. It's meant to be the place I spill, organize and store my abstract hidden things. You can really access a lot about me through the blog, and it's partially there for that purpose. To find out the things I cannot say, and don't necessarily need to be said. But its also a tool for me, the process of writing/blogging is therapy in some sense. However, there's a lot missing. To read it, and to think that it is all of me, would be very wrong. That's why it can be misleading. A lot of people read it, and they misinterpret. No one really knows what I actually mean by a lot of the things I say, and that's not my problem. Like I said, its only there partially for the purpose of letting people into that part of me, the rest is there for me, for my subconscious to come out. To take it literally would be a dangerous thing for the reader.

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In that space where infinity above meets immensity below we see the first sign of a new dawn. Dark always gives way to light; for a brief moment nothing is forbidden, everything is possible. But what would we do if the light never came? Maybe we would lie down. Maybe we could go back to sleep. Maybe we could wake up. - Adbusters

The minute I heard my first love story I started looking for you, not knowing how blind that was. Lovers don’t finally meet somewhere; they’re in each other all along. - Jelaluddin Rumi (1207-1273)

Adopt the pace of nature: Her secret is patience. - Ralph Waldo Emerson

"The poet Rilke was afraid that if he got rid of his demons, he would lose his angels as well. Of course the danger of clinging to our demons to save our angels is that our demons may well take over." - Tim Farrington

Amnesia is not knowing who one is and wanting desperately to find out. Euphoria is not knowing who one is and not caring. Ecstasy is knowing exactly who one is-and still not caring.
- Tom Robbins

UPDATES on the weekend
More Chico things:
Skanks, cougars, herps, mechanical bull....ew I'm so glad I'm Humboldt-ian and not Chico-ish. I was glad that we went out in a group, or else I woulda felt similarly out of place as I did in Las Vegas. The incredible sense of commodore between the 12 of us out that night helped a lot. Hot as hell though, would be great in the summer to run down to the rivers, otherwise I would melt living there.
CGS Conference things:
I thought it would be a lot bigger! I'm so going to AAG in Vegas, and APCG in Santa Barbara I think...well either way, bigger conferences would probably include a lot more presentations I would be interested in. Although in the end, the part I enjoyed the most was supporting my peers, and watching them accept awards, kicking other schools ASSES! Again commodore played a big roll. I got to know a lot of my peers much more because of the conference and all the activities. I guess thats what I will miss most, my classmates. If I catch up next year and go to CGS, I'll be the out of place graduate...oh well, things are the way they are...
Kully things:
Jordan is driving up with my mother (poor boy) for my graduation!!! I get to see him a whole 4 days earlier! EEEEE I'm beyond excited. I'm also relieved that the conference is over, thank god. So now I enter the last week of classes (that I have planned for) in my entire life.

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