Brains!

K so today I was really up and down, snapping i guess but it was not as emotionally upsetting as it usually is. Thoughts were just there and i didnt think things about them that i normally do. I felt sad about love in general and then ended up feeling that What Is The Point Of Living If You Are Never Going To Kiss Anyone. Oh man so i was like this pertains to me, but obvioulsy in no way do i want to die. I mean if everyday is the first of the rest of your life then i have a good amount of days left to change. After writing this my feelings have changed right here and now. Things just got dim, i realize they always are. I feel like i did this past summer. Like im distant again, that ive closed up again, and the ropes are wearing thin between things i like and people i like. Oh well, lets see where the current and wind takes me.