Sunday, January 11, 2004
crawling. there i am, can you see me? oh yes she is so spoiled, so... so...so lazy! so scared. do i possess the normal amount of fear about my future, my risks, my lack of a particular love? if i do would it make me feel better anyways? everythings going so slowly. bleh its like eating oil and not being able to taste the air. i am so used to it though that i dont cry anymore...i kinda just stare at things and breathe lengthens but it does not become deeper. all i can say is oh well.

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