Brains!

(posted recently on another blog i am apart of) Hey guys! I just wanted to say how much i miss you. I have been going in and out of extreme emotions this past month. Seems i can actually feel. I feel so strongly im shaking and at other times i feel so strongly tears well up. Either way i am relishing the way my whole being seems to be affected so much by everything. It reminds me of The Secret Life Of Bees, but instead of being beaten down by it, it only makes me sublimely happy in the end. i suppose the posts on my blog explain this more, even though i must admit sometimes they are a little abstract. I want to thank a few people, Olga and Anna for thier offer of stability and genuine love for me which i hold above all others, for when i talk to them it is as if i am talking to my soul sisters (hehe). Colin for our delightful intellectual converstations, love of travel and oh so comfy couch. Aleisha for encouraging and inspiring me to be more creative, (esp with photography). Heather for her sexual frustration and for always making me laugh even in the most awkward moments. My roommate Jennifer for listening to me and putting up with my craziness and also keeping me from going completely insane. James for letting me tell him a thing or to and for always being kind. And other random folks who help me to be me and let me into thier lives. I only hope i have and can do something for you all in return.