Brains!

Dream from last night: I was sitting in my dorm minding my own business when knocks came at my door. Voices were yelling fuck get out of there fuck open this fucking door. there were shots fired into my room one hit me, and like the dream i had before a few weeks ago i was bloody again, although i do not remember where the bullet wound was on my body. but for some reason i went to open the door. a shirtless guy grabbed me and pushed me down in the corner of the hallway i was in such shock my hands were frozen palms out, by my shoulders. he was shoving me by my shoulders against the corner of the wall so that my hair fell in front of my face and he kicked me and was hitting me. and then nini our LGA came around the corner with a gun and said alright freeze pointing the gun at the guys who were all crowded around me. they all stood up and walked away. colin came around the corner then and i kept asking him "your not supposed to be back yet." over and over. and he told me to shut up and looked at where i was bleeding on my face. and then he hugged me and i couldnt let go. i dont really remember anything after that. except when i woke up the startling detail of my drea scared me, like the last one i posted about. i talked to heather about this and she asked if i felt pain in my dreams. I dont feel pain, its more like i feel forces being applied to my body, and i do get a tense feeling where every muscle tightens, but i dont feel pain pain. mostly everything is translated into fear or ecstasy in this case fear.