Brains!

Waking up this morning was strange, the first thing i thought about was going back to humboldt, what it will be like.

I feel like i've been so on the go, more then i have ever been in my entire life that i'm not even living it becuase i have no time to really sit back and think about it. I feel like this is what a transient might feel like except i'm staying in one place. I just keep moving and i am never home unless to sleep or for 'other activities'. Yesterday was the first day in about two weeks i have been at home alone. I picked up a Kite Runner, read two pages and called Olga. I just couldnt handle sitting there. About a month and half ago i would have just sat there for hours reading but i couldnt handle being there alone not doing something with someone. Last night i went to bed at 10 too and slept what 8 hours which i see is the best thing i could have done on a designated alone night.

My life at humboldt was so laid back and it ahs completely turned around.