Today

I have had the strangest day ever. My emotions jumped from such extreme polar opposites like a crack head playing jump rope. And so the only way I can really express myself is in bullet points.

-You can look but you can't touch.
-Neil Young reminds me of memories I can't place, and for some reason is eerily familiar of dreamland.
-Every time I have to make a new schedule, I almost enter "Off" for the whole week, jump in my car and leave. But it never happens.
-I finally had the "why am I playing this" again feeling about WoW. Finally.
-Why am I paying my mom?
-My skin feels like it's going to shrivel off of me. Or maybe it's just the extreme restlessness I can't seem to stop. Like I'm being tickled by anxiety.
-Suddenly there is absolutely no connection to anyone, or maybe its been that way the whole time. Void of intimacy.
-Run your fingers through my hair please.
-I'm conducting an experiment, and now that I think about it, I should really extend, or in this case retract.
-I have yet to feel like 2010 is going to turn into something other then totally awful.