Brains!

I've never so looked forward to a weekend in a long time. I could really go days working at KCC, but this Temp job...bleh. Okay, to be fair the work itself consists of processes very similar to KCC, busy work for the most part, which I happen to enjoy. But it's the environment. Also being called out for a 'short skirt' was pretty laughable. I've heard some pretty terrible things about the supervisor from the other employees, so thank god it is a temp job. I suppose that's the attraction; you will leave. If I thought it was the right fit I could apply for this as a permanent position, but from what I've seen at Vanderbilt, I could find a better option. And so yes, when this is terminated, and the open position filled, I'll be shuffled on to the next assignment. But of course, there is no security, and for the moment I can afford that option, at least for a few more months. I did apply for the most perfect apartment ever, both unfortunately and fortunately I didn't get it. With the job not quite being a comfortable fit, I'm glad not to be in a lease. But I'm in line for the other unit that this guy has. I could talk more about this, but seeing as it didn't come to fruition I don't see much point.

Starting up a fulltime position hasn't been as peachy as I've made it sound. True to myself I was pretty much a mess on Monday night. Familiar doubts and what not crept in. Just a reminder you are who you are no matter where you go, a change has to be made in you for anything different to happen. I have a lot more hope and optimism though. Anyway sleepless nights couldn't really compete with a benadryl and the bestest boy ever!