Brains!

Tom (pompous random dude) "theres a place for good in this world, a place for evil, but there is no place for ignorance."

My dad is standing sort of idley with his beer as we wait for the beef to cook, hes singing to Steeleye Span. I remember this band from when i was little. I can vaguely remember the words, and my dad tries to imitate thier accented voices. hes not doing very well but its funny.

So everyone comes back for the summer and everyone's a horny bastard? lol well thats fine with me.i worry too much, and today i sort of had revelations about life in general. basically how great it is and how im happy all the time now, cept of course when i get sad, but deep down im always good, always happy. Sometimes the sadness or hate or evil or whatever just coats everything, sometimes its so thick you can hardly see through. but its always there like a mountain under snow. solid. i trust in that. I have faith in that, thats what keeps me going. i have faith in myself now, i think it might be a first. i mean i guess to say i know its all going to be alright. i hope im doing things right... but someone recently told me just to follow your gut feeling. and ive been doing that and im standing by it-im going to follow what i feel is right at the time. ill jump, but ill take care, think before i do, listen to my insides. they have led me to this place in my life, and with help from my closest friends ill manage. im having fun and living and enjoying and thats all that matters.