Brains!

When I think about all the stuff that has been happening to me since April, I come to one conclusion, which is, nothing is ever so bad you can’t handle it. Having said that there are amazingly good things that are happening at the same time as awful coincidences and loss in general. Almost ever negative thing has a positive side, a way to grow into something good for the future.

Positive:
Having sex this summer
Getting what I wanted this summer
Experiences
Flirting
Chased by boys
Going with the flow of things
Leaving sex buddy, experienced confident and validated
Never getting overly depressed
Red hair
Playing WoW again
Being in Humboldt
Not stressing
The Humboldt sky
Still able to cope with being around the ex after all the crap

Negative:
Leaving the sex buddy, a good friend, and missing it too much
Losing my favorite glasses and my moms digital camera
Chased by sleezy boys
Bad timing
Totaling my beloved Volvo
No place to live
Kicked off couch surfing couches
Whiplash and bruises
Playing WoW again
Leaving LA
Stuck with ex-boyfriends

I’ve probably missed a bunch, but these are the things whirring around my head.