Brains!

i feel like screaming at the top of my lungs. why cant i figure this guy out? i think i get him one day, and he flips the other, but honestly its not that he is, its like hes this damn ...dammit i cant think of an analogy. its like he is what he is, and i keep thinking he is something else, or that suddenly he'll unzip and out will step who he really is. i feel like its true, you really only know 65-79% of a person...but dammit Jordan i only know 35% of... none of what i learned makes any sense in any of the situations i am presented with. but i'm not angry or depressed about it tonight, i can feel my soul starting to beat back, to shove back in his face everything he does to me, until he treats me equally.

on another note, i cut my hair today, about five inches off, its just below my shoulders and curled up on its own somehow. omg it feels so good to get rid of it, even though i loved my long hair, i need the change. i also re-ordered my glasses that i lost this summer, omg i cant wait for them