Brains!

This has been the best holiday in years. Maybe being broke has adjusted my approach to the whole thing. Certainly it has made Jordan unusually sensitive in the most surprising ways.

Perhaps it is rain, even though it wasn't as wild as I expected or wanted, it certainly affected my cheeriness in a good way.

Maybe its that there has been activities, rather then just the endless stretch of work and weekends. The joy of living on Earth's elliptical orbit, allowing for seasons, allowing for puny human interpretation of those seasons, assigning silly important peoples birthdays that will continue to be celebrated over and over and over forever, and ever, therefore allowing for something to be looked forward to Earth heads far enough away for winter and tips at the right angle. I love cycles. Maybe its the predictability that is so secure.

I even saw things, that may have been painful, due to memories from my past. But I soon found out, that time and distance do their job oh so well. I'm so much happier for that, so much more relieved. But also completely apathetic, no dispassionate, hmmm whatever word you would choose for 'not caring', to all parties and issues involved.

Anyway, the holidays aren't over. There are still things to look forward to coming up! Yippee.

PS. Maybe the only thing I'm disappointed is that Santa didn't bring me a kitteh for x-mas.