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My blog could be considered a dangerous thing. I don't think it is. Everything I write is completely honest. Some posts are commentary, some posts are stories, some are boring, some are fun. Most often it's a window into the part of my subconscious that cannot be communicated verbally. It's meant to be the place I spill, organize and store my abstract hidden things. You can really access a lot about me through the blog, and it's partially there for that purpose. To find out the things I cannot say, and don't necessarily need to be said. But its also a tool for me, the process of writing/blogging is therapy in some sense. However, there's a lot missing. To read it, and to think that it is all of me, would be very wrong. That's why it can be misleading. A lot of people read it, and they misinterpret. No one really knows what I actually mean by a lot of the things I say, and that's not my problem. Like I said, its only there partially for the purpose of letting people into that part of me, the rest is there for me, for my subconscious to come out. To take it literally would be a dangerous thing for the reader.

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In that space where infinity above meets immensity below we see the first sign of a new dawn. Dark always gives way to light; for a brief moment nothing is forbidden, everything is possible. But what would we do if the light never came? Maybe we would lie down. Maybe we could go back to sleep. Maybe we could wake up. - Adbusters

The minute I heard my first love story I started looking for you, not knowing how blind that was. Lovers don’t finally meet somewhere; they’re in each other all along. - Jelaluddin Rumi (1207-1273)

Adopt the pace of nature: Her secret is patience. - Ralph Waldo Emerson

"The poet Rilke was afraid that if he got rid of his demons, he would lose his angels as well. Of course the danger of clinging to our demons to save our angels is that our demons may well take over." - Tim Farrington

Amnesia is not knowing who one is and wanting desperately to find out. Euphoria is not knowing who one is and not caring. Ecstasy is knowing exactly who one is-and still not caring.
- Tom Robbins

I haven't written anything in a while, and no it's not because I'm reading New Moon or anything. I think if I do read New Moon it will be right before the movie comes out, or before I rent it on video. But I really just don't care enough, or want to subject myself to anymore crap. The end of the book was a kind of a pathetic climax, with Bella becoming even more freakishly desperate to the point of annoyance. Oh well, boring topic anyway.

In other news...well I don't really have any other news. I'm broke, until I start getting consistent paychecks. This first one which is half because I started in the middle of a pay period, is all going to bills. Next week I get another one and then I might actually be able to do something I want to, but necessarily need to do, like join the damn gym. Which will fill up an hour in the afternoons after work. I really need that. I figure spend the money, on what's going to be the most rewarding, and make me the most happy. The gym will not only take up time, but mentally I'll feel better, because I'll physically be better. I don't need new clothes, I've already gotten so behind in fashion, there's no real point to trying to catch up. I'll catch up when I actually have a social life, like that will happen.

Work's been going better everyday. I finally got an application I've been asking for added to my computer settings, so I can finally do Tracking without bothering anyone with questions I could easily answer if I had access to the right information. Sometimes I wonder where people's heads are at...I swear I should be an efficiency expert. Anyway... the job isn't as bad as it could be because I'm surrounded with people who keep it entertaining, even if most of them are bimbos boys and girls alike. Apparently late summer is when the law world likes to go on vacation, so we're slow at the moment, and actually caught up. But everyone keeps saying, "be prepared to get slammed". I'm excited, it goes faster when everyone's going crazy trying to get crap done.

Meh most boring post in the world. Oh well, yay for journal entries on the computer instead of my moleskin.

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Friday, July 31, 2009

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