Brains!

The blue sky was flooded with clouds this afternoon. It was perfect. They flew across the sky, and I finally felt like time was moving for once. Sometimes in LA, one gets the feeling the world is stagnant...as if nothing here changes.

After I get robbed of all my savings, just to get a harmless but ugly lump removed from my back this Wednesday, I have a lot of serious considering to do.

Jordan wants me to move to Simi. But..

I like my job. Mostly because I like the formula. I'm one hundred times more productive when I'm working individually in a group environment. Time flies, and although the work itself isn't exactly stimulating, I enjoy getting up to go. That's saying a lot, I've never felt like that about a job before.

However I don't get paid nearly enough to live on the West side while working at this job. And thus am forced to still live at my mothers house, which every week becomes increasingly intolerable.

But to find another job, with similar qualities in Simi is virtually impossible. Then also, I would have to train at that new job. The idea of starting over sounds unbearable.

Am I being too much of a ridiculous baby?