Brains!

This is the first time ive been able to post in days. and now im home, i was hoping i could post one more time from my desk in my dorm room, but ill never be there again, wont be able to look out the window at the quad anymore. we shoved everyhting in to my volvo, stored somethings and head off along the 299. when i got home i had aches and pains and sore brains from the stress of the week. when i lay down my eyes were wide and i was painicky about everything. i found myself missing people that i didnt want to miss in that way. i woke up and showered and thank god its sunny or else i think i would have had a really hard time. i showered and began unpacking and putting things places, but i kept saying that doesnt belong here. and the music, i played music and i was like no this music is humboldt. now i sit here posting think about how long its going to be till late july, how much i cant wait to go back and be back. but everythigns going to be different anyway, we wont all be so close anymore. thank god for heather living with me. cant wait for olga to come, things will settle and ill be so happy everythign will be worth it when i get to hang out with her.