Brains!

HAR HAR HAR. I am done with this sappy romantic sort of living, if am going to get anywhere i have to be like a freaking tree trunk, and i will last for years and years. So i am going to just stop it. Somethings to do: Focus, Emmerse Yourself, No more misleading pain, Stomp on paranoia, start thinking about yourself and then stop and dedicate yourself to something else, most of all just let go. Stop caring about it, stop caring caitlin, stop it right now. Distance yourself, find yourself- do what you want, stop waiting for things that are not coming. Stop trying to please other people. Be honest, be bluntly honest. Tell the truth. Dont talk about this to people, dont talk to people unless it is necessary to share otherwise they just do not really care. Instead of saying i hope i can do it, just go with it, and do whatever you want with out anyone's approval you dont need it.