Brains!

lalalala. k i wanted to post but i dont know what to say other then this:
I realize that i have not been stable ever since new years. well lets not say stable but static. i think at the most i was stable one week that week happened to be the dates of 19-25 of febuary. in that time i was probably the happiest i have ever been, and perhaps maybe i will be that happy again (im in a positive mood). everything before that and after that has been insanely up and down....so i just thought of all this stuff to write after that, about how i dont feel normal. but really there is no static. even though we seem to grow wise, we really dont. there is always mystery, and then when you do figure something out or get to experience something, the reward is amazing because it was so hard to find. i just have to keep telling myself that and i will eventually believe it. sigh...my writing goes around in circles.
Out Cold is really really funny. oh and another thing: damn timing is all i can say.