Brains!

At the gym I think I overdid it, the burn felt so good though. When I got home I felt weak again, lonely. But I didn't let it last too long I started up some research. I was planning on, and may still go to AMCS, but Dr. just called me back, and now it seems we're playing phone tag. Either way, I don't want to put this off any longer. I took a bath, having gone to the gym I looked at my body and thought that won't be there anymore, these will go away etc. It was a good feeling. Why did I let it go so long?

Had an awesome conversation with Jacquie. Until this past winter, we had not been very close. But our relationship is sort of blooming, took 23 years. I think my sisters and I have come to a solidified conclusion about why we are the way we are. It helps to know that I'm not just a bad seed or something. In fact I'm the best one. And I'm young enough to really address my genetics and up-bringing head on.

My blog has never been so important to me.