Wednesday, April 28, 2010
I guess this is what happens when you're in shock. Can't really find meaning in anything. Everything seems pretty pointless.
When everything you thought you knew about yourself, thought you knew about people, believed in, trusted in, had faith in...is completely upside down, you become a gutted mechanical creature. You do the stuff you have to do, but you don't know why.
I feel completely disconnected from myself, like I could go through with this option I would never think about doing in a prior perspective, tonight. Wreckless encounters. Australia seems to be the only thing keeping me from tipping. That and the routine of work.

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